A tired day.

Last night my church youth group had their Christmas activity and I went to be helpful.  I don't really know what's going on in my body with this particular pregnancy, but I know that quite often I get really light headed and things start to blur in my vision.  If I'm not careful I will faint.  At the same time it is difficult for me to catch my breath and when I talk through it I end up sounding really melodramatic.  It's actually kind of amusing to others.  So, last night I started to get dizzy and light headed and instead of taking it serious, or sitting down I just kept on helping stir hot chocolates, filling cups, etc. for the youth group to enjoy after the activity.  Now several of the adults I work with think I'm a bit interesting to say the least.  I have a certain idea in my head of how I want to come across and it eats at me when things like this happen and first impressions are had.